SAYE DAPAT TAHU AWAK ADE ADIK ANGKAT . SHE IS JUST 13 YEARS OLD . IN THE SAME SCHOOL ! HUHHHH :'(
one day , someone will thank you for letting me go :')
want you to know . . . . .
Friday 7 June 2013
result exam saye terok gilaaaaa :'(
awak nak tau tak ? mase kita exam selaras 1 , Ya Allah ~ saye terseksa gila !! awak takde nak support saye .. selalunya awak ade jea before and after exam .. ''AWAK DAH READY BELOM ?'' , '' AWAK DAH HABIS BACA BELOM ? '' , AWAK , JAWAB BETOL BETOL . JANGAN TIDO'' . tapi pekse kali ni ?? TAKDE LANGSUNGG !! saye pun ade wish goodluck kat awak , and the blackforest untuk release tension .. setiap kali sebelum periksa , saye akan sediakan satu kerusi kosong untuk awak duduk and ajar saye . tapi malangnya , awak lalu kat sebelah kelas saye jea . tak masok . tak duduk and tak ajar saye ponnnnn !! :'(
sepanjang periksa , sambil belajar , sambil tunggu awak datang , I make sone diary notes for you , in the jar . nampak tak saye buang mase demi awak ? entah pape saye merepek kat dalam jar tuhh . mase tuh saye berharap gila kat awak .. tiap tiap hari saye nangis , ngadu dekat Allah . Allah tak kabulkan doa saye ~ :'( tengok result periksa saye , jatuh gila awakkk !! 90++ dalam ranking !! saye tak pernah dapat number terok macam tuhh . memang periksa kali nie , saye tak boleh fokus langsung ! jawab periksa main-main . otak kosong jea mase jawab .
orang yang selalu ranking bawah saye pon naik atas lepas dapat result . I guess memang saye buang mase pon . dahlah demi awak !! awak keluar arh dari dalam hidup saye !! benci awak !! SAYA BENCI AWAK !!!! ~
sepanjang periksa , sambil belajar , sambil tunggu awak datang , I make sone diary notes for you , in the jar . nampak tak saye buang mase demi awak ? entah pape saye merepek kat dalam jar tuhh . mase tuh saye berharap gila kat awak .. tiap tiap hari saye nangis , ngadu dekat Allah . Allah tak kabulkan doa saye ~ :'( tengok result periksa saye , jatuh gila awakkk !! 90++ dalam ranking !! saye tak pernah dapat number terok macam tuhh . memang periksa kali nie , saye tak boleh fokus langsung ! jawab periksa main-main . otak kosong jea mase jawab .
orang yang selalu ranking bawah saye pon naik atas lepas dapat result . I guess memang saye buang mase pon . dahlah demi awak !! awak keluar arh dari dalam hidup saye !! benci awak !! SAYA BENCI AWAK !!!! ~
Saturday 22 December 2012
pernah dapat :'(
ohmaii ~ how tulus nya hati awak . terima kasih so much awak . awak kenangan bagi saya . saya tak nak fikir pasal awak berdua lagy . dalam ramai yang mengejar saya , saya keliru antara awak berdua . tak tahu mengapa and kenapa . ya Allah ~ bantulah aku ya Allah . aminn ya Rabb ~
Tuesday 11 December 2012
lagu lagy =.=''
assalammualaikum , hari tuh awak post *only some part* kat post awak , pastuh kawan awak tanya , lagu hape tuhh ? awak reply : babak cinta .
saye *macam* teringin lahh nak dengar kann . HARHAR . sedap lhaa awak . macam nak makan jea lagu tuh . hee :) kebetulan belogg ini memang special ntoq awak pong kan . saye pon copy paste lahh lagu tuhh kat sini yea . kann best kalau lagu tuh awak dedicated ntok saye . tp saya ade mission baru dalam hidup saya . saya rasa awak tahu , tengs !
Engkaulah cahaya dalam hidup yang penuh kegelapannya
Rasa kesakitan dalam dada menghilang pabila kau berada
Cintamu kepada aku tak pernah ku rasa sebegitu
Engkau meringankan hati ini, engkau menenangkan jiwa sepi
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Terkunci kerna slalu terluka
Ku ingin menjadi penutupnya
Kau tahu kau disakiti, hatimu sedang kau melindungi
Percayakan pada cinta ini, relakan ia berterbang tinggi
Aku ingin menjadi pembuka hatimu yang sekian lamanya
Terkunci kerna slalu terluka
Ku ingin menjadi penutupnya, babak tentang pencarian cinta
Aku untukmu sepanjang hayat
Aku juga merasa ketakutan oh cinta
Percayakan pada kita oohhh...
Aku ingin menjadi pembuka hatimu yang sekian lamanya
Terkunci kerna slalu terluka
Ku ingin menjadi penutupnya, babak tentang pencarian cinta
Aku untukmu sepanjang hayat
Aku ingin menjadi pembuka hatimu yang sekian lamanya
Terkunci kerna slalu terluka
Wednesday 28 November 2012
~QnynTeen~
see ! your ring kat my finger ~ mwehehe :) sorry for my mistakeS :(
ring sahaja , yang lain IKLAN =.=''
Friday 16 November 2012
'' i wish i could be lonely instead ''
I should have kissed you
One last time
I would have held you
So much longer if I had known
It would be the last time
If I could forget you
Make all these memories
Fade to grey
I'd rather not remember what I foolishly traded
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead
I should have loved you
More than I did
Living without you
With your ghost, and your voice
Always in my head
Yeah I couldn't see you
And now I see you everyday
But not with me
It seems real nice
She makes you smile
Like you used to smile at me
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh
You were right
I'm lying here
Wishing you were with me
Hoping that you might be
Missing me
Cause I can't seem to fight it honey
Wish I could erase every part of you in me
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead
Yeah, I wish I could be lonely instead
One last time
I would have held you
So much longer if I had known
It would be the last time
If I could forget you
Make all these memories
Fade to grey
I'd rather not remember what I foolishly traded
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead
I should have loved you
More than I did
Living without you
With your ghost, and your voice
Always in my head
Yeah I couldn't see you
But not with me
It seems real nice
She makes you smile
Like you used to smile at me
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh
You were right
I'm lying here
Wishing you were with me
Hoping that you might be
Missing me
Cause I can't seem to fight it honey
Wish I could erase every part of you in me
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh
I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah
I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care
I wish I were just lonely instead
Yeah, I wish I could be lonely instead
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